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好久没有像现在这样得空静静的坐在电脑面前了，

之前那段时间都在忙着实习，根本没有时间让我透透气。

该写些什么呢？我也不知道。随心吧。。。

就这样，2013年到了。回首2012，好像没有什么好留恋的，开心不开心的都只想把它们放下。

新的一年应该要有新的计划和愿望，可是在我脑海中却想不到什么可以定为目标的。

对啊，现在的我处于十字路口不知道该向左还是向右，所以我止步了。

得过且过好像是现在我唯一看到的选择。

我们总是在为自己找借口，一直一直。

朋友们，我真的很想念你们，好像越长越大我们就越来越疏远越来越陌生了，

我不想那样好吗？有时候我宁可不要懂得太多那样我自己就不会那么难受，

不知道是我自己变了还是你们变了，还是事实上大家都不同了？

我很想回到那些年单纯的我们，嘻嘻哈哈又一天的我们。可以吗？

人生，很无常，很无奈。

社会，很现实，很残忍。

人们，很虚假，很可怕。

自己，很脆弱，也得很坚强。

Random

My blog is dying..

Suddenly feel like writing something, so open my blog and write a new post. Should name it random?Ya random as my feeling now.

I'm still in holidays, yea maybe the very last sem break for me because i going to finish my Diploma soon. Going to further my studies? Continue with the degree? This the questions everyone asking me and this the question i'm asking myself too. Wondering why i cant found the answer. I'm so bored with study life seriously, don't feel like go back and live the same life. But what can i do after that? Working? I hope i can go for vacation after finished my diploma but money always the main problem :(( So the decision? Err, I'm still figuring out the answer.

Although in the holidays but still cannot totally enjoy because of the internship problems. Yea, i had try my best went here went there, contact this one contact that one to find some companies but the sucks thing is my lecturer who never prepare the offer letter for us. So everything now is hanging, what can i do just waiting!FUCK!going back to Segi next Monday for the last course registration and i hope all will going smooth so that i can start my intern's interview as soon as possible.

How to described my mood?i got no ideas~Emo?no, not really just always not in the good mood. What's the problem?I dunno~~~Sometimes, i will think about the end of the world. it's really happen? or it's just a joke? When it will be? How if it's really happened? Alot of question marks~~~Ya i know i'm thinking too much but i just can't stop myself to think~how good if i can control my mind so that i wont think somethings stupid, somethings that would let me down and sad. Finding ways to cheer up myself.

Buddies around me had go to different places to further their studies. No more yam cha gang, no more cheong k and no more lepak~~X(( Miss them so badly, hope that everything going smooth to them and remember to take good care buddies. 

累

是有一段时间没有更新部落格了，不是很忙只是很懒，不好意思。

从哪里说起好呢？是啊，我那2个月的假期就这样转眼过完了。

做了什么？很多啊，吃喝玩乐之外也有在做工还有就是呆在家陪陪家人。

就这样，开心的日子总过得很快，开学了。

开学后的日子都不好过，尤其是最近，很多的东西要烦啊～

搬了个新的环境，要重新去适应，有时真的闷得发慌！不过有同家的朋友照顾和关心都还算不错～

除了很赶很忙的功课，还有日常生活中的烦事！还有钱的问题这个月的开销和消费都不在规划的范围内！还加上不必要的开销真的穷透了！！除此之外啊～internship也让我很困扰～还有如果毕业了该怎样？我该何去何从呢？我真的不知道～最近真的活得很累压力很大啊～

很想阻止自己去想太多可是却做不了～最近的天气也不是很好，有点不舒服，大家多照顾身体不要病着了。就这样吧～很累，现在的我只想回家歇歇～=((

To : Mami and Daddy

我的妈妈，是一位很开通很跟得上潮流的妈咪

她得空时总会常常约我去逛街，看电影还有去喝茶。

 因为我的关系，她一样的爱上周杰伦，每一年总会买甚至去预购他的专辑送我当作生日礼物。

渐渐的，我们都长大了，我知道她很欣慰因为哥哥们都很听话～

她最开心的事莫过于接到孩子们在外打回家的电话还有看到我们回家的那一刻。

在外读书的我总是让你担心了，对不起。

在家偶尔会发小姐脾气的我让你受气了，对不起。

任性的我让你烦恼了，对不起。

谢谢你，就算我做什么决定你总是会支持我，无论爸爸还是哥哥们反对。

我的阿爸，看起来很严肃话也很少。

但是我知道他一直都是很关心我的，每次总是因为我会碎碎念妈咪。

会因为我迟回家而睡不着，我都知道。

对不起，你任性的女儿让你担心很多。

我不在像以前那样会囔着你要你背我，可是在你心里我永远都是那长不大的宝贝小女儿。

就算你们没说什么我知道你们很爱我，我也很爱你们。

无论发生什么事，家里永远是最温暖最好的避风港。

真的辛苦你们了，虽然只是一个小康之家，但是因为有你们，才有我，也因为你们我很幸福。

知足，才能常乐！：））♥

爸妈，双亲节快乐。

All about assignments :))

The last assignment for Photojournalism, The Travel Photo Album. We went to Ipoh, Kampar and Slim River for assignment shooting. I think we should be glad and thankful because of this assignment only we can have our first trip together :)
 
Nothing much to tell, let's look at the custom album that we done. 

Story Line: A girl who born in Perak. Later she followed her parents moved to KL when she was 11 years old. 10 years later, the girl down to the town; freshen up the vague childhood memories. She believes that taking photo is the only way to record every single moment. Her journey has just begun ....

The cover page :)

The Railway station of Ipoh~

The Old Town of Ipoh.

Kellie's Castle :D

 

Westlake of Kampar :)

Ling Sen Tong~ :)

The concubine lane~~

The Slim Village~

Slim River :D

The KTM station of Slim River.

The last page of the album >> Production logo and name~Nostalgic Photography

Credits : Cheah Sin Yin Lau Bee Lian Lau Mei Qi Wong Mun Ling Yap Weei Yee

I'm satisfied with this assignment seriously, we work so hard and put so so so many effort on it, after the trip we all became darker but it's worth. The pictures we were filter it hardly because too many photos we had captured (choose 40 from more than 3000 pictures). Thanks Sonya who edited and arranged the photos~

Thanks for the people especially the lecturers who love and gave alot of good comments about our album. Credits to my group members, appreciated the contributions and I'm really proud with this assignment and of course US too!!!praying hard to get 4.0 for this subject :D

I LOVE PHOTOGRAPHY~ :))) 

Qii with alot of LOVE ♥ 

New start :)

Sorry my blog ignore you for some time just too busy with assignments, exams and some personal problems.

It's okay, i'm really fine no worries =D

Bye fucking shit April, and welcome May. I believe May will be a better month for me, it's a new start and new life for me yeah :)

Sem break start from end of April until end of June, quite a long break for me~have no ideas how to spent it, date me if you're free :)

Friendship is much more important than love, buddies will always be with you no matter what, yea glad to have you guys, thanks for the lovely messages, calls and concerns. Thanks because you all being honest to me, told me the truth and thought from the true heart, and who accompany me when i'm down even though during the late of the night, i appreciated so much. Smile if you read this and know you're one of them. THANKS so muchie, I LOVE YOU <3

This the lately pictures of me~yeah,my hair is getting long teehee~seriously i love my hair, i won't do something stupid like cut it short again it's not worth. :)

I believe :"When God closes a door, somewhere he will open a window." Yea, life still going on, SMILE and live it better~gar yar!!! :)))

Qii with ♥

I HATE APRIL

Sorry people because i'm emo ing and i' m just wanna find a place for me voice out my feeling because it's suffering i keep inside my heart. I just dunno why suddenly so many problems comes to me recently~tired, fed up, stress, cried and sick!!!Studies problem, assignments, house's problem, friend and even relationship!The most tiresome is about the house problem that i'm staying now?Everytime talk about money then sure would end up with the unhappy breakup.I hate been not respected!you're a guys, and at least you respect yourself but you were not!!!I'm the precious of my daddy and mummy too~please care about my feeling and i have self-esteem too! #damn #dafuck i think yesterday was the day i scolded with the most of rude words sorry~i'm not willing too~but i just can't control my emotion!besides, i'm tired with the assignments too~6 final assignments and presentation i need to do within this two weeks i gonna ki siao soon :((( plus the exam is coming!!!totally stress until the max!Conclusion I HATE APRIL!!!

Sorry friends if i make you all worry about me~thanks for the care and concern~i felt better and i promised i will be alright soon~i'm still who i'm!!!LAU MEI QI!!!u can do it!!!><

All about Assignment

Rest in order to go a long way~

Instead of complaining it is full of thorns, be happy that the thorn bush has a beautiful plant.

Success is the sum of small efforts, repeated day in and day out.

Sometimes you have to stop thinking too much and just go where your heart takes you.

Do not dwell in the past, do not dream of the future, concentrate the mind on the present moment.

Start your first step to create miracle.

Love does not consist in gazing at each other but in looking outward together in the same direction.

The moment you think about giving up, think of the reason why you held on so long.

No matter how worst the predicament, somehow the sun rises once again and a ray of hope is given to us.

be strong enough to stand alone.

Hey, all the pictures above are the pictures for our Photojournalism's first assignment Dramatic Angle which mean take some photo with unusual angle such as bird eyes and warm eyes angle.

The theme we named it Unseen Encounters. Sometimes, we should pay more attention to something or someone around you even though just a small matter, if you see it with your true heart you may discover something different and maybe bring something that mean to you. :)))

Thanks for the people who help us in this assignment, thanks my lovely buddies and of course my group members who work so hard for this assignment too. ♥

#kindly left your comment here about the photos, thanks :D

5.3.2012

沉默，依然还是我一贯的作风。

我不是不善于表达，只是还是改不了这习惯。天蝎座嘛~就是这样啊。。什么都喜欢藏在心里。。呵呵。似乎你没有很了解。

有时很多事情说起来好像很简单不过在自己的身上却不是随口说说就可以没事，不是吗？

有时候想太多很是困扰，只是想简单化。很多事情不是想明白就能明了，因为很多时候我也很不明白！

有些过去了的东西就该让它过去，再纠缠下去也是于事无补。 有时缅怀一下那就足够了。

最近的生活，只能用累和忙来形容吧。。

总有上不完的课，做不完的功课，烦不完的烦恼，还有最讨厌的就是洗不完的衣服！

就这样忙忙碌碌到三月了，这个sem也已一半去了，只是希望可以好好的无任何意外的把功课给做好，迎接着4月份考试的到来。

笑一个吧~~=)

14.2.2012

情人节快乐。

昨晚脑海中突然闪过了很多很多以前的画面，不知道为什么。

去年的今天也是在这样的心情和环境渡过吧，依然是一个人的情人节。

谢谢，在我很低落的时候，至少收到了温暖的信息，原来有人会在意连自己都不在意的我。

上了一整天的课，很累很累，心也很累很累。。

我想我需要休息一下，不想任何东西，让自己恢复心情。

我的情人节不快乐

但我希望身边的朋友们都有个快乐的情人节，不，应该说是美好的一天。=)

Start of Semester 6

My DIY time table ：D

Hello Sem 6, hello assignments =/

Start my new sem again, got the new time table, seriously it's sucks!!!8am & 8pm class?#wtf
Tuesday class pack and continuously from morning til night but luckily there is NO class on Friday~
have to take 5 tough subjects in this sem, dying @@
=>Film Appreciation, Comm Research, Documentary & photojournalism, Media Culture & society and Visual Analysis.

Thinking and planning for coming semesters because have to arrange the subject well to ensure no delay for graduation~but as you all know Segi always SUCKS!!!if nothing go wrong, internship will be on Sept, will take Copy writing and final years project next short sem~~pray hard everything going right~so that i can finished my diploma by this year =D

Chinese New Year just around the corner, shopping mode ON but no going to buy many new stuff because i'm so broke now! =/ (craving for new high heels!!!T_T)

Shopping with coursemates after class ♥

Thank you so much for the lovely present my besties Bun Bun, Belle aka CNY monster, Sonya and Jyn~~~ love ya always girls~~ ：D ♥

My new MNG pencil case from them ♥

<星空>

我们要求的真的不多，

一个眼神，

一句话，

一场雨，

一阵风，

一个点头的再见；

只是这么一点点的温暖，我们都会打从心里感到幸福。 ♥ <星空>

其实每个人都是一幅缺了一块的拼图，然而在生活中忙忙碌碌只为了寻觅着那填补缺口的一片。

耐心等待和寻找，最终总会拼凑成完整的一片星空～～～  ：D ♥

                                                                                                            我爱幾米 ♥

新年快乐

不知不觉，新的一年又到了。

告别了2011，迎接着2012的到来。

啊，是时候要向19岁说拜拜了，接受着迈向20岁的事实。老了老了。=/

是时候回头看看这一年，依然没有什么大成就。

新年愿望？还是一样啊～希望自己，家人朋友爱我我爱的人身体健康开开心心 ：D

还有希望学业和成绩都不错，和爱我的他感情会更好，还有一切一切都会更好。

假期又要结束了，多一个星期就要开始新的学期了。加油吧！

Happy New Year~~~：D

18/12

woke up so early this Sunday morning, no sleep well again i wondering why?maybe too worry about the exam for 2mr?perhaps~~look at the picture below then u will know, how SERIOUS my panda eyes is!!!>_<

wat a tired look!!!

 Last subject to go, Comm and scholarship!!!but it's killing me!!!too much notes have to cover OOMG!!!damn!!!=X

with the notes!!!arggg!=X

Cant wait to finish my exam and say Bye to Sem 5!!!welc my sem break,hehehex =D
Christmas is around the corner, currently addicted to this few Christmas's song~Last Christmas by Taylor Swift, all i want for Christmas is you by Mariah Carey and lonely Christmas by Eason.♥ How about you guys?=D

Okayy~have to continue with my revision dy~gar yau Qi!!! =D

10.12.2011

Too bored when doing revision!!!

My Exam Docket~~~

Enjoy the midnight movie with my babe Ying last night~~consider as a way to release out my stress and get ready to face the tough exam..please dont jealous babe you always the sweetest and beloved dear for me~~~i love you~~muacks~~~♥

besides,have a very nice girl talk with my dear roommate during midnight yesterday~~~same as usual talk until we fall asleep again~~what time we fall asleep?i not clear oso, i think almost morning~~seriously i love the heart to heart talk like this~~~ =))

make a proper breakfast plus lunch for myself, after that continue with my revision~~must done the journalism and news reporting revision today!!!i swear!!!exam will be on 13 DEC!!!add oil ya LMQ~~~♥

My meal~~

my notes~~=X

 

For my boy~~~please stay happy and smile =) ~~everyday will be better day~~ILY

♥

 

Happy birthday ya my lovely roommate~~love you always

♥

111119 ♥

sorry people, im just too busy with my assignments until no time to update my blog~~

i know that quite late to tell about my birthday~~~LOL

How was my birthday?Erm...actually nothing too special..just spend the day with my dear~~thank you for accompany me the whole day~~~dont forget the cake!!!ILY♥

thank you dear

♥

Thank you for the early celebration from my besties, thank you for the cake and  the surprise~~seriously love you all girls~~

Thank you my lovely mami who gave a big birthday present to me, not just Jay Chou album plus ths Singapore trip too~~

My mum and me

♥

Dear ying~~sorry i know u plan to celebrate birthday for me but i not there~~really sorry but i love you always~muacks~~

Thanks to my roommate, Biicco and dear bbb~~thank you so much for the birthday present~~

thank dear Sin Yee

♥

thanks Biicco

♥

thank ya dear BBB~~~=D

♥

Have to thanks who called, message and wish me on Fb too~~thank with alot of love♥ i missed a call on that day, but i know u still remember my birthday, thank you~=)

 Lastly, the birthday wish???actually my wish dy came true before birthday thank god~~yea~i hope all of us get good result for the coming soon exam~everyone i love and care stay healthy and happy~~=)))

13.11.11 ♥

13.11.11 ♥

Alot of good things happened today~

would be a memorable and lovely day for me ♥♥

GN ♥

Hey,im here again,sorry for so long time din updated my blog this post should be publish last 2 weeks but because there are alot of assignments.

felt guilty to skip classes and went back to hometown from last last Wednesday til Thursday (Deepavali holidays),little escape from the kinda bored college life. Ya,i love to be HOME,it sweet and warm.

i love to bring my bao bei DSLR hang out recently,because my phone is suck?ya i think so.

Paranormal activities with dear Ying and CL~seriously abit disappointed about it,the movie duration just about 1 hour 15 minutes,i thk alot of nice and scary scenes had cut by the cinema.=/

The purpose i went back to Kuantan was to attend the GN this a part of my assignment as well. i always love the girls talk with my geng and ban liang liang with them too..=DD

Went to Waie house to make up and set hair~ahahaha~~=D

im break break away from highschool age ago,LOL~~this the last event we could spent together like that i thk~i love the ways we stick together talk together and photo shooting non stop-ing together~no teachers attending no rules no limitation, although the decoration and program were suck but we still enjoying it in our own ways~LOL~~~let look at the photos,we were crazy cos we took more than 1000++ photo that night XD

全家福

♥

家好月圆～

Amy and me ♥

Me, Choy Ying and Amy ♥

Me, Choy Ying and Shook Peng ♥

Theng and Me ♥

Wen shing and me ♥

Fat elephant Chee Siong and me~ ♥

Wei Loong and me =DD

Gan and Me =D

Kai Yen and Me =)

Jeffrey and me XD

Albert and me =)

LOL~Fuh Kang really look different that day~
Me, Him and Choy Ying

Fuh Kang and me =D

Loke and me =)

Eng Qin and me =)

Danny and me =)

With the cap of alvin XD

Sing 屋顶 with ah gan~ =D

My 38 BFF s~~~

38 model shooting XD

First model : Wai Yee Yap

Second Model : Shook Peng Tan

Model 3 : Mei Qi Lau

Model no 4 : Choy Ying Chew

Model no 5 : Sonia Ong

Model 6 : Evon Ng

Model no 7 : Zhan Hua Hui

hey friends,wanna tell you guys here that you all are awesome and the best for me~thank you who always be there, share the happy,sad and crazy moments with me.i love you all~
 
hope our friendship never end~~~♥