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好久没有像现在这样得空静静的坐在电脑面前了，

之前那段时间都在忙着实习，根本没有时间让我透透气。

该写些什么呢？我也不知道。随心吧。。。

就这样，2013年到了。回首2012，好像没有什么好留恋的，开心不开心的都只想把它们放下。

新的一年应该要有新的计划和愿望，可是在我脑海中却想不到什么可以定为目标的。

对啊，现在的我处于十字路口不知道该向左还是向右，所以我止步了。

得过且过好像是现在我唯一看到的选择。

我们总是在为自己找借口，一直一直。

朋友们，我真的很想念你们，好像越长越大我们就越来越疏远越来越陌生了，

我不想那样好吗？有时候我宁可不要懂得太多那样我自己就不会那么难受，

不知道是我自己变了还是你们变了，还是事实上大家都不同了？

我很想回到那些年单纯的我们，嘻嘻哈哈又一天的我们。可以吗？

人生，很无常，很无奈。

社会，很现实，很残忍。

人们，很虚假，很可怕。

自己，很脆弱，也得很坚强。

Random

My blog is dying..

Suddenly feel like writing something, so open my blog and write a new post. Should name it random?Ya random as my feeling now.

I'm still in holidays, yea maybe the very last sem break for me because i going to finish my Diploma soon. Going to further my studies? Continue with the degree? This the questions everyone asking me and this the question i'm asking myself too. Wondering why i cant found the answer. I'm so bored with study life seriously, don't feel like go back and live the same life. But what can i do after that? Working? I hope i can go for vacation after finished my diploma but money always the main problem :(( So the decision? Err, I'm still figuring out the answer.

Although in the holidays but still cannot totally enjoy because of the internship problems. Yea, i had try my best went here went there, contact this one contact that one to find some companies but the sucks thing is my lecturer who never prepare the offer letter for us. So everything now is hanging, what can i do just waiting!FUCK!going back to Segi next Monday for the last course registration and i hope all will going smooth so that i can start my intern's interview as soon as possible.

How to described my mood?i got no ideas~Emo?no, not really just always not in the good mood. What's the problem?I dunno~~~Sometimes, i will think about the end of the world. it's really happen? or it's just a joke? When it will be? How if it's really happened? Alot of question marks~~~Ya i know i'm thinking too much but i just can't stop myself to think~how good if i can control my mind so that i wont think somethings stupid, somethings that would let me down and sad. Finding ways to cheer up myself.

Buddies around me had go to different places to further their studies. No more yam cha gang, no more cheong k and no more lepak~~X(( Miss them so badly, hope that everything going smooth to them and remember to take good care buddies. 

累

是有一段时间没有更新部落格了，不是很忙只是很懒，不好意思。

从哪里说起好呢？是啊，我那2个月的假期就这样转眼过完了。

做了什么？很多啊，吃喝玩乐之外也有在做工还有就是呆在家陪陪家人。

就这样，开心的日子总过得很快，开学了。

开学后的日子都不好过，尤其是最近，很多的东西要烦啊～

搬了个新的环境，要重新去适应，有时真的闷得发慌！不过有同家的朋友照顾和关心都还算不错～

除了很赶很忙的功课，还有日常生活中的烦事！还有钱的问题这个月的开销和消费都不在规划的范围内！还加上不必要的开销真的穷透了！！除此之外啊～internship也让我很困扰～还有如果毕业了该怎样？我该何去何从呢？我真的不知道～最近真的活得很累压力很大啊～

很想阻止自己去想太多可是却做不了～最近的天气也不是很好，有点不舒服，大家多照顾身体不要病着了。就这样吧～很累，现在的我只想回家歇歇～=((

To : Mami and Daddy

我的妈妈，是一位很开通很跟得上潮流的妈咪

她得空时总会常常约我去逛街，看电影还有去喝茶。

 因为我的关系，她一样的爱上周杰伦，每一年总会买甚至去预购他的专辑送我当作生日礼物。

渐渐的，我们都长大了，我知道她很欣慰因为哥哥们都很听话～

她最开心的事莫过于接到孩子们在外打回家的电话还有看到我们回家的那一刻。

在外读书的我总是让你担心了，对不起。

在家偶尔会发小姐脾气的我让你受气了，对不起。

任性的我让你烦恼了，对不起。

谢谢你，就算我做什么决定你总是会支持我，无论爸爸还是哥哥们反对。

我的阿爸，看起来很严肃话也很少。

但是我知道他一直都是很关心我的，每次总是因为我会碎碎念妈咪。

会因为我迟回家而睡不着，我都知道。

对不起，你任性的女儿让你担心很多。

我不在像以前那样会囔着你要你背我，可是在你心里我永远都是那长不大的宝贝小女儿。

就算你们没说什么我知道你们很爱我，我也很爱你们。

无论发生什么事，家里永远是最温暖最好的避风港。

真的辛苦你们了，虽然只是一个小康之家，但是因为有你们，才有我，也因为你们我很幸福。

知足，才能常乐！：））♥

爸妈，双亲节快乐。

All about assignments :))

The last assignment for Photojournalism, The Travel Photo Album. We went to Ipoh, Kampar and Slim River for assignment shooting. I think we should be glad and thankful because of this assignment only we can have our first trip together :)
 
Nothing much to tell, let's look at the custom album that we done. 

Story Line: A girl who born in Perak. Later she followed her parents moved to KL when she was 11 years old. 10 years later, the girl down to the town; freshen up the vague childhood memories. She believes that taking photo is the only way to record every single moment. Her journey has just begun ....

The cover page :)

The Railway station of Ipoh~

The Old Town of Ipoh.

Kellie's Castle :D

 

Westlake of Kampar :)

Ling Sen Tong~ :)

The concubine lane~~

The Slim Village~

Slim River :D

The KTM station of Slim River.

The last page of the album >> Production logo and name~Nostalgic Photography

Credits : Cheah Sin Yin Lau Bee Lian Lau Mei Qi Wong Mun Ling Yap Weei Yee

I'm satisfied with this assignment seriously, we work so hard and put so so so many effort on it, after the trip we all became darker but it's worth. The pictures we were filter it hardly because too many photos we had captured (choose 40 from more than 3000 pictures). Thanks Sonya who edited and arranged the photos~

Thanks for the people especially the lecturers who love and gave alot of good comments about our album. Credits to my group members, appreciated the contributions and I'm really proud with this assignment and of course US too!!!praying hard to get 4.0 for this subject :D

I LOVE PHOTOGRAPHY~ :))) 

Qii with alot of LOVE ♥ 

New start :)

Sorry my blog ignore you for some time just too busy with assignments, exams and some personal problems.

It's okay, i'm really fine no worries =D

Bye fucking shit April, and welcome May. I believe May will be a better month for me, it's a new start and new life for me yeah :)

Sem break start from end of April until end of June, quite a long break for me~have no ideas how to spent it, date me if you're free :)

Friendship is much more important than love, buddies will always be with you no matter what, yea glad to have you guys, thanks for the lovely messages, calls and concerns. Thanks because you all being honest to me, told me the truth and thought from the true heart, and who accompany me when i'm down even though during the late of the night, i appreciated so much. Smile if you read this and know you're one of them. THANKS so muchie, I LOVE YOU <3

This the lately pictures of me~yeah,my hair is getting long teehee~seriously i love my hair, i won't do something stupid like cut it short again it's not worth. :)

I believe :"When God closes a door, somewhere he will open a window." Yea, life still going on, SMILE and live it better~gar yar!!! :)))

Qii with ♥